I shouldn’t be letting you drag me down once again. I don’t want to become that person who I once was. Back then I was a living black hole and I don’t even want to bother to think about that anymore. I was happy and I want to get back to that state. I shouldn’t even care what is going on in your life because quite frankly, I wasn’t that important to you in the first place. Maybe it’s time to stop worrying about others and to start worrying about my state of being instead.
It’s time for me to understand who I am as a person.
“Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something.”—unknown (via wanduring)
I think I am a music junkie now. I feel bad because I am closing myself out from everyone and just letting the music take me away but I just feel that is the best thing to do right now. Maybe later I’ll think about opening up for once.
“I’ve spent most of my life and most of my friendships holding my breath and hoping that when people get close enough they won’t leave, and fearing that it’s a matter of time before they figure me out and go.”—Shauna Niequist, Bittersweet (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)